the chapter

here goes another chapter of my life..
it's true what people said, the older you get, the more complex situation you facing..
It will be hard and difficult for me, as my mom said a week ago.
But I believe, it'd be easier for me from time to time, and hopefully find happiness for my daughter n my parents..
It's been uneasy for me going through these phases..both body and mind.
Try to get busy with work (not mentioning my demanding boss whom I love! :P ) and other stuff outside work..
Hope HE is with me..HE will be with me..
Amien...

Sudah cukup lama

wah, ga kerasa sudah berbulan2 blog ini ga pernah gue tengok2 lagi..
well, lots of things been going on..as my life has been tumbling down, right now I feel like I am at the lowest point of my life.. karna mulai dari kehidupan pribadi sampe ke kerjaan, smuanya lagi down banget...
anyway, it's been half a decade I've been working at the company now, seems I have to make a plan for future..whether looking for a new job, ato start my own business..
A new job would be hard, as I am now not young, most of the company prefer looking for twenty-something to be recruited. And, I guess it's kinda suck if I have to work for other people. But neverthless, this option is a safe one, I might go working at other people company if they pay me good wages (minimum two times what I receive now) and good package..
Kayaknya emang keadaan ini lagi melanda mostly orang2 yang sudah bekerja more than 4 years disini..sorry, can't say the company name, it would be out of question mentioning the spoon that has been feeding you these years, doesn't it.
Starting my own business, seems very much interesting for me. The problem is, I have too many idea going on in my head, so, there it goes the problem then. You just don't know where to start.
But anyway, I have to make my own path, I have to start thinking bout it.
I let you know once the decision has been made and any progress has started.
For now, have a nice evening :)

ow why

hmm mba nya si dd..ahirnya memutuskan pulkam utk merid..why oh why..there's nothing much I could do, aint it??
feeling so stress out and a bit edgy..my li'l girl has turned out to be a one spoil li'l brad as my bro mentioned some months ago..
ternyata..membesarkan anak, ga segampang kita ngomong..takes a lot of strategy, more than I do with my daily jobs..
it's been a quiet half an hour now..since the li'l girl I love is taking a nap..what a day..what a day...
still waiting for my best girl to watch the confession movie..since she is BUSY with going back and forth between her parents home and her in law home.. :P

Flashback Thingy..

After everything happened within these three days...
just realise, is he really care for me?
The text he sent, was kinda a polite one, but still made me had to bring down the tears a bit.. but he rang my bro the next day to check out on me??
that was unexpectant..

Happy New Year 2009

2009.
Happy New Year.
Slamat Taun Baru.

Wishing all the best wishes for all of us.

Been a while, since I wrote last time.
Still no change after all.

But, I do starting feel sooooo relief.. and happy, apparently..
odd isnt it???

katanya,dibalik kesukaran ada kemudahan..
Amiin..

sighed

really confused..which way,what to do..just wanna get outta everything..
if I were alone, surely will be travelling around the world..
wish could do that..
would be such a relief..
miss birmie, really do..
the gloomy it brought, the wind, the climate, everything makes me like missing some part of my life that could not be explained..

sigh

Obama Wins

am so ecstatic with Obama's win!! knapa? apakah gajiku akan naik? apakah hidupku lebih baik? hmm ga juga siy..tp pastinya am all out for obama!
yippiiiiy!